Writing again!!!

Sweet! I'm writing again and I must say that it feels great! In my previous blogs I just didn't seem to have anything to write about. Plus I was beginning to feel all shelled up, hiding behind walls again. But since I have been having this Fiesta game experience ( which you! yes you! can read about on my secondary blog @ merconious.blogspot.com) I have found that although there are some time balancing issues I have had to work with, I find I'm becoming much more expressive again and happier. I find that I'm reaching out to others, making my voice heard again... and it seems like it has been a long time. I have pondered this over the last few weeks what has changed, I go over some of those thoughts on my other blog, but in a nutshell I feel like I have just receive lots and lots of negativity towards and about me for quite a while and it began to have an effect upon me. When I began to get away from that and move to a place where people seemed to value me I noticed that there were pieces of me that began to awaken again. Parts of me that had been closed off, or moved into storage to be let out in "safer" times. Well they seem to be opening or coming out of storage. I must say life has felt great lately.

So while my other blog is primarily about my Fiesta experience, I'm finding that this blog I want to be more about my life experience. I find that there are many topics that I'd like to keep here. Granted I may make references between my blogs.

So friends and family please leave me comments! Would love to take a more active part in your lives again. Plus I'm finding the desire to write welling up within me again :) Yay!

Another post after forever

Okay so here's an interesting story. I have a myspace account myspace.com/marks_thought
which has a blogging post there & I have pondered where I should keep my blog, should I have my blog only in one place or should I maintain both. Yet as I have pondered this the same thoughts come to mind... "how seriously do people take blogs on Myspace?" There's a lot of things I like about Myspace, such as being able to see what's happening in my friends lives fairly easily, but I have the thought that I don't think most search engines search Myspace for blog. I could be wrong about this, if any one has any feed back concerning this do let me know.

Course as I'm writing this the thought pops up that "how seriously are blogs taken anyway?" Though I get that there is something to be noticed and depending on the subject, one person if they have ideas that move people, can make a difference. Even if people use this to keep friends and family update that still can be a great tool.

In any case I wanted to just jot down a few notes this evening just for the mere sake of having a presence again online.